The rain can't take away my pains.

I didn't close the windows while it was raining, simply because I could just look at the rain. I think, why can't the rain take me away too. If only I could be drown by the rain, everything would end. I would end. Pains would end. Everything would end.

When I'm unhappy, I like to hide under my huge blanket in a dark room with doors, windows closed. I throw every unhappy things out. However, enclosed in my blanket, every unhappiness just comes back to me.
Just get lost, get lost.

Even a family don't understand me, I can't expect much.




















































































Never.